Unforeseen Naps

toxic hell substitutes are not accepted here

I think I forgot to update this website in some time. I was a bit carried away with redesigning and reworking this ‘game’ of sorts, studying the River City Ransom sprite sheets. Added some CRT shader, a simple quest, double jump, better UI, and a bunch of other stuff. Wrote up some kinda manifesto for it, now I just gotta learn more programming and program it on up, no prob. Look up Heartbeast on Youtube if you wanna get into it, he has a sale on his course, which I am currently engrossed in doing: www.heartgamedev.com

Broudy’s interior, wip.

Old design had just too many pixels for me to animate, maybe in the sequel a fat headed baby design can be put to use by me. Or as a boss.


also, drawings and such
fuck up, get cut

This pic, was going nowhere slow. Now it can do so in pieces, cause… composition needed a severe shock, won’t fix anatomy tho.

Scanned in some for today too:

Honest labor at an honest wage

And a few more miscellaneous bits from the studio since I am here and not neck deep in “game development”.


Cat Tax

Barf City

Barf City / Toxic Hell

Small Tweaks – Small Tweaker – Welcome to “BarfCity” / “ToxicHell”

Pure mock up – No worky yet
Pure horror

Some vague fog of nostalgia and humidity.

And I haven’t drawn much of anything the past week.

Since the above was recorded 2 days ago, I think I have re-done the walk (no damn hat wiggle) and jump animations (that flattened waffle hand had to go!), trashed out the projectile attack (not shown here), added  a butt slam type move, a jab and a right straight punch, a run button that doesn’t animate properly, jump up thru platforms, but I can’t do the down jump yet. Uh… those heads can chase you kinda, but I removed em again to focus on other shit. Now he can’t run back up that hill either, cause… gravity is better that way??? well the slams are better and the falling is better.

Goombas never die

Ugly Manatee Tax

So I will post more drawings and more of this next week.

Learn Godot Engine Godot Engine Godot Godot Engine Godot Engine

Frivolity in Times of Pandemic

Learning Python and Godot in a kinda morning routine interspersed with life drawing to keep the wrist cracking. The heads need a “getting stomped animation”.

The corpse heads are courtesy of Asesprite, most fun I had drawing on the screen in ever. I mean I think Gimp can do all the same, but this is fun somehow, I guess cause its pixely.

Aspiring to the heights of greatness.

Still, what with the drawings as such.
The Merits of Pencil on Paper
  • With all apologies to Van Eyck.

The above nears completion, marking A2 pencil drawing #2 this year, unless I fuck it up royally now in the final lap.

WordPress likes to be a fucking narc on the big images, like I care about SEO shit, so you gotta fix functions.php in the theme:

add_filter( 'big_image_size_threshold', '__return_false' );

 

  • WIP_2020 to be WIP_2021 I assume…

For now I fuck this up on the regular, it was once overburdened with potential and clean pencil work which could be adjusted with ease. Now it drifts toward absolute disaster, and I have to pretend it’s all some intentional improv act.


  • Misc. Sketchbook bits.
They go big, we go home.

Kurzarbeit is Best Arbeit

Working 9.6 hours a week is about as good as it gets. Remainder of hours spent awake are divided randomly across a few things worthy of exposing to the internet.

1. Spend much too much time learning to make a pixel platformer which now morphs into an actionRPG (it is the next tutorial in the list) and then hopefully if I can manage it, one day… a RiverCityRansom-esque brawler, in a 90’s TacoBell.

minuscule steps, much cuter than last week

He can walk and duck and jump and I can do so with my knockoff Xbox controller, all this on Debian (stable no less) Linux is quite something.  “moonpiewhatatimetobealive.jpg”

I also made the little beer can, or what aims to be a beer can, its a tribute to “Natty Lite”, as this game will be set in a vague and very humid memory of Florida, and so, yes Natty it is. That said, I have not made it to the part where you can interact with any object, so its just stuck there for now…

Doing this by copying along to HeartBeast’s tutorials, very easy to follow along with if you have any inclination toward making something with Godot.


2. Return of the Glitching Wreckage.

i used to know what all this meant

I made this “glitch bot”, I wanna say… last year-ish probably, and it was good-ish for about an hour, than it got real stale like. I didn’t know how to really pull in some randomness. I think I could do a better job now, and that thinking is half the effort, it will require a day or so of work, but it could be something interesting and an excuse to sharpen skills which really aren’t even worthy of the knife metaphor in use there, more like continue effort to have knife like skills, right now butter is safe against these programming efforts.

Again it will improve, and bits of it will make it out to Twitter @defty_k


3. Are you still drawing those pictures?

– Yes. Yes, I am afraid I still am drawing “those pictures”.

Ah yes, the finest waste of time imaginable, if you think your identity is a bit lame now, and could use that air of prepackaged creative free spirit, grab your watercolors, pens and assorted mediums and become an ARTIST.

How lame? This lame.

Trying to get back to this big one, the original “WIP_2020” I was so definitely going to make this year and have done on time and really for real just make a yearly pattern out of making such a piece.

And the new pencil work is progressing, not enough to be re-scanned, but enough for a solid lazy photo from my phone.

Sketching is better than reading the news in the morning.

Ok now for the rest.

And this mess behind the studio building ain’t helping. So much noise.

Bad Prototype Fantasies

Hot AF in the taco bell

Started learning python, know some bash, feels vaguely familiar, but the syntax is simpler-ish (?) and makes me wanna throw out my german keyboard cause I can’t deal with all the parentheses, trying to follow a really simple course and I just keep looking down and seeing them on 8 & 9, then another brain cell dies.

Also commas, commas everywhere, so i had to set the numpad dot to comma (nerd alert, linux command below):

setxkbmap us -option kpdl:comma

As well, I have now into learning Godot, and am super excited just to make a dumb bit of pixel sketching kinda jump, next step = gamepad, just one button input working will be amazing.


Still pencil is meeting paper,

more pencil workings, back to basics and such like.
details. derivative I know, but enjoyable, so ehhh gunna keep on.

cat tax:

guardian of the internet keeping me from typing more shit into the void

Inherent Issues – Go Old School or Go Home

Past week has been pretty much just one drawing, some bits of changes on other works but mostly i just did this:

The longer you look, the dumber it gets.

I used to draw just in pencil, I’m sure that’s kinda the norm, HB lead pencil in a classroom = drawing to escape boredom. But then I got into ink and it became a kinda default of work, a stupid expectation that everything will wind up dominated by this medium and balanced against it. But just working in pencil is so easy, I forget what a pain in the ass pen and ink is cause I have internalized its terrible pace.

Besides this, not much.

nah dunna think so

Supposedly I am taking part in an open studio day, but really? I don’t foresee letting people come in to my tiny drawing box and breathe their covidian breathings all down on the place. Usually someone comes in and just asks if it’s George Washington, snickers and that wraps up the human interaction portion of the day in which I play my role as subject in a human zoo.

Real happy like ok

Finally for all the shit posting, cat tax.

Weekly ish – Loosely Updated in Yellow

The Ascension of Homer Simpson

All else fails, yellow works. A replacement midtone, semi opaque. Covers up the mistakes (kinda), people like color, and actually gives a nice Simpsons-esque quality to the drawing with a slight bit of the jaundice.

– Yep…

Gutsy captions unavailable.

New big “Scroll” work continues its march towards victory over old and boring works I have little hope of ever finishing

Enough of that, it doesn’t look so great online, I think I just like blank paper. So, other stuff.

Small detail… best part of whole damn drawing

As for the rest of this post, let’s go with the sketches and some studio shots, all handled loosely as looser hands is the aim as of late, to try and wrest back some pre ink based hatching tendons, I once upon a time could shade with a pencil in that way that is like soft and not by scratching lines into paper. “Naturalistic”, like quasars n’ shit.

Also, comic page, about waking up in “spaghettie”, in Seattle I think… I never worked in a real 7-11, just “Lil’ Champ”, Amoco, Shell?, and some other lame pretenders to the throne.

Is this even worth posting?

And finally, I hope, let me wrap this up with what the Twitter bot coughed up from the depths, it has the word virus in it, so it seems relevant now:

Oldie – sometime in 2009 – part of ‘Unabomber’ series

Weekly Updates – Chunky Tweet Portions

Perhaps it could be possible to really make a weekly update if I did things differently.

  1. Stop playing video games?
    • NO
  2. Make updates about old stuff since I can’t really churn out content at such rates.
    • Yeah, why not start regurgitating the old stuff, I think with notes and critiques, like hey youngin’ you done fucked up here.
    • Right now working a bit on the Trapezoid Series Page. Will add some more work in progress shots, details and such, also somewhere I had better photos of Trap III.
  3. Stop starting new works before finishing old ones?
    • New work (see featured image above), is part of this attempt to turn my desk into a megascroll and just run paper thru until its a decent 2m of material, than slice and start new. That said, I did not progress at all on the other big drawing of 2020 at all this week, cause it is lame.

 

Weekly Postings – Myths and Realities

There have been some delays… (distractions as well if I am being honest here.)

A bit of “dear lord what the fuck am I doing with my time on this here earth” has been slowing this drawing down, and that is only fair since this drawing induced the sensation (give and you shall receive). This current WIP is merely off to a lame ‘start’ (several months in) lets say, the anatomy, the composition, I mean I am a fan of repetition but I have to say this needs a spark, and I have been here before, usually there is two options draw a hole into it or give it some room to breathe. So onto the back burner with it for the foreseeable future, no need for another wasted period of stressed efforts, I can wait… (so patient… fucking peice of shit, stupid drawing)

For now, studies and let some other drawings get moving. The one below is one I started when my eyes were littered with the noise of cataracts and I couldn’t tell if the paper was yellow or why anything was so blurry. So, now with some time distanced I can use it as a testing pad, perhaps I can make it work.

Nothing beats listening to Behind the Bastards talking on about people drinking bleach / prescribing bleach as a cure all for fucking idiots, whilst sketching out some anatomy and other nonsensical shit.

And some more photos of alterations underway in the studio…

And seeing as one giant drawing is never enough, I ‘modified’ my desk in order to turn it into something akin to a giant calculator, or scroll, so I can roll a huge piece of paper out indefinitely and just cut it every couple of meters and say, ‘look, a drawing has been finished’.

So much ink on the floor

Spaghetti? Comics again… underway… hopefully.

Wake up in spaghetti

If ‘Fallout 76’ and ‘Slay the Spire’ are held at bay, I should manage to continue the regular updates, if anyone reads this no matter, sense of direction (the micro accomplishment machine) is worth it alone.